So I’ve finally opened up and just told my bf I’m not eating. He’s not the freak out forceful kind so there’s nothing he can do about it. He simply says eat breakfast and I say no. Weird but its so much easier to not hide it. I haven’t told him I throw up if I eat or that when i do it it’s a 400 calorie a day diet … I don’t think any of that would go over well…. Baby steps. We’re going hiking today. So if zero calories are taken in and more calories are burnt… Yay… I’m not a cow for much longer..